I’ve started this letter 3 times now.
I’ve half written two different versions of this letter then looked at it all and promptly highlighted all the words that I previously written and hit delete. One sounded too whiny about nothing and the second was just a different way of phrasing something that I said last week.
I don’t even know why it’s been so hard to start this one in particular. Maybe because the past few days I have pushed writing my posts back to a point where I have kind of gone through most of the day and have somehow acquired some shit to say. Or maybe I’ve just hit some kind of wall with this.
Which isn’t that uncommon for me to be honest. I mean with daily posting I hit walls often and just kind of push through them, I would say it’s like running a marathon but that would be actual bullshit. Sometimes the wall is hard to break through, other times it’s easy. I’m not too sure what type of wall this one is right now, or even if it is a wall.
What I do know is that I restarted this letter twice and then when I did keep going with it it basically became an exercise in me trying to shake the cobwebs that I feel settling on me off.
And it took an awful lot for me to not just highlight everything again and push delete and start for a 4th time…
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