Hi, Hey, Hello!
I have encountered a problem yet again recently. Maybe it’s something to do with the warmer weather and the fact that the heat makes you do weird things like feel low key tired alllll the time.
Maybe it’s because I got kind of cocky because I had a bunch of posts lined up that had already been written and so I could kind of wile away an evening doing fuck all.
Although, to be honest, that’s not strictly true.
The Thing still exists and The Thing has not been touched since like the beginning of April. Which is bad. I kind of wrote it off initially as just needing to settle back into my life after 2 weeks off. But I’ve been back two months now and so that isn’t really gonna cut it anymore.
The problem is that I just want to switch off when I get back from work. But in the same breath my time is after work is pretty much the only time that I have to get shit done. That and weekends and we are just not going to go into right now.
If I wanna get anything done then I need to not just spend my evenings just aimlessly clicking between like 4 tabs and falling into several YouTube holes where I just watch some videos that I don’t even know how I stumbled across. It’s kind of ridiculous.
And it also means that I start to feel kind of useless because it means that I have just lost several hours that I could have put to better use. I have gotten better at not beating myself up about it completely because sometimes you just need to watch video after video and not do much else.
But I’m going to make a point of using my evenings a bit better. On the nights I work out I have a huge surge of extra energy which I need to channel into something. Even if it’s not good. It’s something. And it’s way easier to work with something that’s shit then to work with a blank page.
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