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Something about this current heatwave has been making me feel some kind of way.
First of all I guess I’m hot, but after that whole seemingly never ending beast from the east bullshit I am not really going to complain about this shit for now.
Secondly I am tired, but that is not really anything to do with the heat and more to do with my anxiety levels being through the damn roof. Hopefully after this week I can just shake it off and leave it in June.
Thirdly this weather just makes me feel like being very unproductive. Which isn’t great when you have a job to do But I just wanna laze about in the sun (shade) and read a book. Eat strawberries and watermelon, reading a book (or books) and just chilling.
Maybe it’s because I’ve not had a long period of time off since April and I’m not due to have anymore off until October and so I am just feeling all the chill the fuck out vibes.
And also music right now is really putting into some vibes. Like those I just wanna chill by a speaker that is playing all the songs.
Maybe I’m just feeling nostalgic because I took all those long ass summers that I used to get at school for granted. Like an idiot.
I could really do with like 3 months off to do nothing but bum around London and sit in parks and drink and eat. And just kind of not be on all the time for a bit.
I’m being a little melodramatic. It’s just one of those weeks. I forgot what they felt like, it’s been a while…
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